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Three Years Later

2009-07-05T17:44:26Z

Wow. I've seen my change...

SEEKSTAH GONE PRIVATE!

2005-03-13T00:33:23Z

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Its bout that time. Wow a Year has passed so fast. Life is taking on a new direction. I guess I can get things rolling around here again. Been gone for a minute but now Im back. As most of you know I've taken on some new responsibilities this year. I know they are going to be for the better.

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LMAO!

2005-02-02T19:56:16Z

Try not to laugh too hard.

http://suburbanhomeboy.nhims.com/Blog_It_Like_Its_Hot.mp3

SAY IT AINT SO!

2005-01-31T02:46:03Z

After about 3 months of growing my hair in hopes of it gettin high, it just wont happen. I cut it all off today. I guess my hair just grows a little to slow. Im so impatient. Fuck it. Maybe I'll take pics later for now you just gotta settle for my word. I guess its aiight

TODAY!

2005-01-26T15:41:57Z

Walked to class this morning through the fog.

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Its almost 10am and I'm through with my classes for the day. Im bed ridden till its time for practice. later people.

Present Randomness!

2005-01-25T16:43:17Z

We had a game last night.

It was the most exciting victory. :)

Im tired

Class is boring

I just surf the interweb and chat

Did I just say interweb?

I give the impression I dont know anything

Others believe I dont

Its quite funny.

I love proving people wrong.

I think i give the best advice.

I wanna try some coffee

A mocha java something something

With some cream on the top.

That sounds good.

I dont think Imma make my night class

I wanna go home

I miss "Maw Maw"

We're getting close

Cant wait to see her again

My truck is broken

Can I drive it home?

It smokes up the whole dam zip code

I nicknamed it the batmobile

I need to junkyard that thing.

I still want my bike

Mardi Gras is coming

cant wait

I feel used

I helped someone

I felt her pains

I told her the pain would pass

I let her cry and tell me it wouldnt

I was there for her...

ready to go out of my way for her

Her pain passed

never again.

I've said enough.

COOL TEST!

2005-01-07T08:04:40Z

http://gud.us/lovetest.php?page=332615

I took it. The truth shall set u free. :)

I HELL NO!

2004-12-25T20:29:35Z

This has been a blessed year for me. I thank God for everything he has given to me.

Thanks for the snow in New Orleans. Truly a day to remember..

Merry Christmas everyone...

GOD DAM!

2004-12-23T22:24:54Z

Its freezin! Thats all that needs to be said right now. HAHA...

Hope everyone is having fun this holiday weekend. I know I am. I dont wanna go back to school. I recieved a strange text message on my cell talkin bout the CD I posted in the last entry. I even tried calling the number back, but it seems to be a ghost number. I dont think anyone who reads my LJ has my cell number, except for one person. Who's name I'll keep unknown. Most of yall should know who Im talkin bout. BLEH!

DEC 27 = my birthday! Whos gettin me somthing. :)

SEEKSTAHFIED!

2004-12-22T02:54:15Z

I guess I can make this entry public ;)

Im kinda late with this but better late than never. Here are the finished products of my cd cover.

http://pyxul.com/cd1.jpg
the back, the cd itself, and behind the cd(mounted)

http://pyxul.com/cd4.jpg
front and back of 3page fold out(mounted)

I gotta hit yall with a quick snippet of an upcoming track too. This is exclusive ;)
http://r504.pyxul.com/audio/flowsomethingsnippet.mp3

FRIDAY FUN!

2004-12-10T21:17:53Z

Friday Fun: Post your desktop

Dam, Im not gonna even talk about how I went to the bowling alley last and got pissy drunk with the rest of my teammates and got my leg smashed with a bowling ball. On top of that I passed out at my friend's house. We not gonna talk about that. LOL!

TODAY'S THOUGHTS

2004-11-28T09:43:58Z

Its about 3:30am. Why am I up? I have no idea. I almost have the feeling that life itself has nothing to offer. Everything you cherish gets stripped from you. Why is that? Every you you seem to want, everything that makes you happy, everything that gives you the most joy. Can you feel what I'm saying? Something so worthless, yet so rich is gone. Where that place in my heart was...is now a hole. I cant...I will never. Again.

...the cruel harsh realities of this world have struck me again. I am becoming a loner. This type of isolation is good for my art work. So being lonely has its ups and downs. "My lifeform is stressed and wiery, yet my soul has blossomed and is excited."

With the bad things, I got the greatest present of all. My long time best friend has re-surfaced. She's been through so much since I've been gone. We both had many things to talk about. Most good, alot bad. If I could give my world to make hers better, I would. My problems are not important compared to hers. Only if my cell would work in this crappy ass town we'd talk for the time we've missed. I wish her great happiness. Others can rott along with my feelings.

Maybe sleep shall come now that I have that off my chest. Have a nice day.

STUART LITTLE WAS HERE!

2004-11-23T15:08:53Z

we had a mouse in our dorm room. Read www.r504.com for more details.
mouse!

FIGHT!

2004-11-20T08:19:05Z

Yall see the fight. Its been posted on www.pyxul.com!

crazy. ONeal straight clocked o dude.

OW!

2004-11-19T01:17:16Z

Todays grype is...

The whole left side of my body is terribly aching from practice. Someone end the pain!

WTF

2004-11-14T08:05:13Z

The Grudge is by far the dumbest movie this year. I didnt understand it at all. It made no sense what so ever, and dont even get me started on that ending. The fact that I got a bootleg version and it had people laughin in the audience didnt make it any better. Seekstah rates this movie 2 thumbs down.

Dont forget more of my ranting...
http://www.r504.com

WTF

2004-11-03T08:09:46Z

SOME FACTS
Before today everyone was against Bush.

So many are telling me they voted for him.

I predicted he would be re-elected.

Hes Currently winning.

America is in trouble.

RIGHT or WRONG!?

2004-10-31T20:53:24Z

Practice has started and I'm playing Grand Theft Auto: SA. I cant play for a coach who points the finger(long story). I've played through my injuries. Sacrificed my life for this game. I most likely will never play organized basketball again. Thats the only thing that bothers me. The game I have loved so much is dead inside now. I dont have the passion for it anymore. Is it me? So many obstacles, so many problems. I just want to be a student and start my career. The days of me wanting to be in the NBA are over. I never put myself above anyone. Too many times my unselfish ways have gotten me no where. Maybe I should start to think about "self". Now I am. I'm going to get a job and pay for my own schooling. No need to be wrapped around a coaches finger just to get 60 percent of my education. He can find another young black superstar to get him that raise. I have dreams. They do not involve him. They involve me.

...and thats real.

NEGATIVE!

2004-10-19T16:50:04Z

I sprained my ankle the other day and I took XRays this morning. Negative. :))

WHO, WHAT!?

2004-10-16T09:52:24Z

R504studios is back

www.r504.com

MIDNIGHT MADNESS!

2004-10-15T07:48:17Z

Every year we start the season off with a Midnight practice in which we have a shoot out, dunk contest, and a game. I was in the dunk contest and I loss

I came in 2nd though. Shoulda been first but I had missed my dunk. You'll need quicktime to view these.

warm up
http://r504.pyxul.com/warmup.MOV

shirt off dunk
http://r504.pyxul.com/shirtdunk.MOV

missed dunk
http://r504.pyxul.com/faileddunk.MOV

Alot of people that sad they were coming did not show :(

THE DOWNS OF BASKETBALL!

2004-10-08T12:21:41Z

2 miles at 6am doesnt prove anything.

THIS THAT BS!

2004-10-06T14:15:18Z

I'm bout to fail my photography assignment. How in the hell you fail Photography you ask? My dam scholarship wont cover my muthafuckin supplies! What kinda school is this? They sayin my scholarship is only for books. Im an "ART" major...key word "ART!" I dont need no dam books. I need SUPPLIES YOU FUCKIN UNIVERSITY SCHOLARS! The collegiate system is fucked. I've been up in the dam bookstore on 6 different occasions trying to persuade them mofos to understand my situation to no avail. Whats the point of playin ball and being on scholarship if I gotta buy everything. I'm bout ready to quit and just get a job that way I have money and it aint a problem to get the things I need. I'm really in a "I quit" kinda mood right now too.

Why do I even play? I shoulda stuck to football.

GUESS WHOS BACK!

2004-10-01T19:38:27Z

Wow. I been gone a minute huh? Got me a new system and it upon installing everything I ran into new problems every time I fixed a problem so Today I just went ahead and formatted my hard drives. Everything is running nice and smooth now.

This past week has been hectic for me with projects do dam near every day of the week. I crammed and did a cereal box design for Design III and I must say it came out well considering I lost my original design and had to do a new one in a matter of 3 hours.

I need a much needed trip home. I gotta wild out with "ALL" my friends back home. I got my reasons to celebrate. Thats all Im sayin about that. I've been writing alot in my sparetime(class) too. I'm trying to get lyrically enhanced :)

Im off to nap now...had to run at 6am and didnt get much sleep last night.

"...o, im bad baby. I rip ya tongue out..."

;)

RIPPED

2004-09-17T14:15:25Z

I just posted bout my Homegirl Je'na at Pyxul and this chick go and steal her pictures. And I just laughed at her reply she sent like I was hatin or something. Dumb ass. Every one send her some hate mail. This is retarded. I went back on blackplanet after not being able to take the boredom and look what I see. Now I know why I left before.

sad...